Vanish away(Who am I)

Why....please say something for me "come on". Why you look at me and smile I wanna cry for a while. Why you look at me and smile...Live in the dark I feel bloody suck...I should be vanish away but I'm still here. I don't know...I don't know you or who am I. I woke up in this morning without the past. I don't know you or who am I. Stop.....! cross out my eyes. Can you feel something in my fuckin memory . cause I hurt from these in my body... Do I have you in my part...